Random Thoughts Today

Hi. This is me again. Can't blog before coz I got busy during my first job ever! Yeah. I applied as a sales consultant in a car brand somewhere in Lipa, Batangas and luckily, since I don't wanna stay away from our house, I was assigned in Lemery which is just one jeepney away from our municipality. So anyway, I'll blog about my working experience later.. Just so you know, i resigned verbally to my manager and got lazy to pass resignation later to the head office, I don't know, maybe becase my manager doesn't believe in me that I am resigning because  I got approved in my apply in Spain. 

This bloooog is about my feelings. I already experienced working and It feels so good earning money just because I worked for it. Literally.. :) But my job doens't have a stable salary and my salary is based on my sales anyway. I also quit because they hold/cut my allowance for not having a release for two months. 

Today is my 9th Day without work. It feels good, it feels bad. Good because I stopped working to spend time with my sisters, to see them more, to guide them and to cook for them. To secure them in such many ways. Bad, because I have no money. All i have is regrets (financially) because I entered the world of sales the wrong way. Since it was my first ever job, the only important for me that day I was hired is that I have a job. 

When I experienced receiving salary, I became workaholic, and today that I don't have any job, I just wanted to work again. But how. I sometimes want tobget out of thos comfort zone, try something new. I got a little bit disappointed because my cita/appointment in Spain Consulate is on August 6 but my papers are going to arrive early this June. So Literally, i will be on standby for how many months. There are delays and that is...idk..👎 

Anyways, i am selling nail polish the ones made in Korea, the matte and the regular ones. I was just amazed coz they are too fast to dry. 

I wish my nailpolish business just go with me. 

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