Sunday, August 26, 2012

talking to myself no more

Everyday is a battle. A battle between life and death. A battle of good and evil. A battle of hope and giving up. Which path will you go through and live for 'til the end? It's an invisible question that we are always answering through our actions.

There's one thing, I wanted to tell myself today. At this very moment.
I was supposed to visit a friend in Alabang, because last Saturday she just texted me that she has a problem and I wasn't able to go there in an instant because I have no money that time.So I decided to visit her today, Monday, and here now is a special holiday celebrating National Heroes Day actually.
Aaaaaaaaand, because of that, last night I told my boyfriend that I will visit my friend and I actually need a home to stay for just one night and he looks happy to see me even though we already had time with each other last week. Last night, I am also excited to go there just to unwind at the same time so I decided to wake up 5am in the morning and fly as early as I could. BUT WHAT THE HELL that I woke up at 7:36 in the morning! Should I really need to get mad or I will rush to the bathroom and take a bath and pack my things?

I decided not to go. Simply 'coz I'm a student and I have an exam tomorrow I would rather stay here in the house watching movie that we are going to criticize and review some movies also. THOUGH i hate it that my  plan doesn't work out, I believe that there's a better plan and reason why this just happen. Just go with the flow right? Because if there is something good that is waiting for me in there, then destiny will wake me up as early as 4.30 right? :) Come on! Bare with me just Think about it! :)

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