Do you think being a married person is a hindrance to be successful?

Its raining outside and all of my plans regarding cleaning are postponed. I am here again inside my room and trying to make a blog with sense. Hehe.
I was just thinking what if I got married at the age of 20? Probably others may think that it is too early and maybe I am in a hurry. If ever I will get married today, there's so many questions I would like to ask before facing the altar.

Can I be a successful one?

Of course my primary goal is to be rich and successful before getting married but I was like imagining that I am already there. I am afraid if I could be rich or be like some other couples at my age who are staying with their parents and some of them don't have a stable job to feed their families. Money is all we need wherever we go. You cannot pee in a gasoline station without paying 5 pesos or more. What more is having a baby? I am afraid of what will happen. Voice of an infant begging for food. What if i lack milk supply in my breast? I need to buy milk worth Php 600 that cost too much to think its size is like a small box.

What would I feel if I see successful friends?

Too late for regrets, right? I may not avoid feeling envy with them but maybe I can avoid hurting my self. It will happen if I am not happy with my relationship but it will not if vice versa. I need to be happy if I got to get married someday to avoid this negative thoughts that may come. They say getting married is not like eating a super hot cooked rice, when it hurts your tongue you'll easily can spit it out.


There are more questions that I can't put in words.It decided to just stay in my mind. I am afraid but I am not. I am cool but feeling hot. I am confused but feeling curious. I don't know what I am saying but what I am trying to say or ask is in the title.